Right Now

It is a wonderful spring evening.
The air outside is warm and comforting, at the same time cools me down to the perfect temperature.

I'm remembering the past. Reading of past conversations. Flashing back to past experiences.
Bouts of lies and pretend moments. But the emotions were real. We... were real, together, we will have a bond that can never be broken.
Lie to me for now.
Don't leave me. Don't leave us. Don't leave your other family.

My shirt smells good ^_^

Beard + Mustache ---Shave---> Younger looking me

Bring back the past, make it better, let it be our future.

Sleepy time is now!

Damn 8am classes, although its not that bad.

If you're not happy, then why are you with him?

A man should never make the woman he loves cry... ever. (unless they are tears of joy)

Men... are stupid. I admit that we are, but there are just some who are fucking ass holes. Then there are the select few who transcend any description to describe their stupidity.


I wish... for the best.

Two Beautiful Days in A Row

Can't get enough of this sun.
Despite there not being some clouds in the sky, it is an absolutely gorgeous day. The air is wonderful, the warmth is welcoming, the energy outside is amazing.
Days like this make me want to smile. All that's missing is a special someone to share these special days.
Haha...
I must say: Life is good.

A Sunny Day

Natural light is always good.
I believe for the body, and the spirit.
Its as if a long span of evolution has yet to rid ourselves of photosynthesis.
We need the sun, we need it warmth. We need its light.
Its the natural things that gives energy to all that is living, except for some extremophiles (yay biology).
Just have to say, its a beautiful day.
:)

Random.

I want to experience those warm, orange sunrises in a city you see in all of those old-school movies. Driving up on a bridge early in the morning as the sun rises and its rays reflected off the window-covered skyscrapers in the distance giving that warm orange glow.

^_^

Grrr...

I is frustrated.
@_@

Let It End Tonight

I'm exhausted.
I'm lost.
I'm nothing.

I wish that no one shall ever be as naive.
I wish that this suffering will end.
I wish that I wasn't me.

Let me wake up in a different time.
Let me wake up in a different place.
Let me wake up as a different person.

I want to be free.
I want to be happy.
I want to be the real me.

- Be done
- Be done with me
- Be done with me for good

I'm sorry for:
being me

Life is Interesting

When life seems to be going well, it sends you a curve ball. Tiny little bumps in the road that can throw one off track. The sound of a single voice, the combination of different words, the emotion felt by one to another. These can all derail a person on any path, or set them back on the one they want.
Life is what we make it, or does life make us?
Just a short exchange of sentences can bring upon dramatic change.
Toss me into a raging inferno. Throw me into freezing depths.
Send me into the quiet and lonely void.
So I may find some sort of peace.