life life life life life life life life life life life life life...
*sigh*
fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail...
*poop*
I am tired. My dreams seem so distant as I look towards the future and contemplate on the present. Would I ever get use to this disappointment I've bestowed upon myself? I guess I have because I continue to do so.
Staring at a single point in space and letting all else fall to the peripherals. Suddenly the contrast of the world and its colors begin to fade into a fuzzy white. A clear mind, a quiet mind, a solitary conscious. Letters turn into words, these words become sentences, those sentences are spoken, eventually all conclude into a jumble of memory's past.
End.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Beach
First time in a long while since I've been to the beach.
A lot of fun! Played some football in the sand, but ended up getting sand into places I didn't think it would get in so easily. I wish some of my friends could've have joined me, but unfortunately for them, midterms are on the horizon. Good luck to them!
Just some good company, meeting new people, playin' sports, all under the sun. Great day in my opinion. Sort of wished we got a fire pit so then I would still be there engulfed in the warmth of a blazing fire.
I was surprised to see how young asian girls look haha. Thought this girl was around my age but then ended up finding out she was graduating this summer. Interesting stuff.
Playing some football helped let loose some energy, was able to score a two touchdowns for my team, one while QB, other while receiver haha.
Great fun. Great fun. I hope to go back sometime soon.
A lot of fun! Played some football in the sand, but ended up getting sand into places I didn't think it would get in so easily. I wish some of my friends could've have joined me, but unfortunately for them, midterms are on the horizon. Good luck to them!
Just some good company, meeting new people, playin' sports, all under the sun. Great day in my opinion. Sort of wished we got a fire pit so then I would still be there engulfed in the warmth of a blazing fire.
I was surprised to see how young asian girls look haha. Thought this girl was around my age but then ended up finding out she was graduating this summer. Interesting stuff.
Playing some football helped let loose some energy, was able to score a two touchdowns for my team, one while QB, other while receiver haha.
Great fun. Great fun. I hope to go back sometime soon.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
My Curse Strikes Again
Every time I try and do something good for someone, it ends up back firing on me...
Bah, I suck... no wonder my life is the way it is. Poops!
Bah, I suck... no wonder my life is the way it is. Poops!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Sleepless In Seattle
Not just a movie that I watched earlier today, but indeed I am unable to fall asleep tonight. I'm extremely tired and on the verge of collapsing anywhere, but for some odd reason I have the unconscious will to want to keep awake. I don't understand this, I suppose I want to stay up so I don't end up snoring and keep the person downstairs from going to bed. I hope she's able to fall asleep soon.
Today I watched Sleepless In Seattle all the way through, cliche in many points, overall it was an "OK" movie. Kind of got me falling asleep as well as something else distracted me from it. But it was nice watching a movie with someone for a change, rather than watching movies alone in my dorm.
Roommates this quarter don't seem to... be compatible with me, that or I've chosen not to integrate myself with the likes of them. I guess I find them a bit annoying, especially during the night when I'm in bed trying to sleep and get rest for my 8am class in the morning. This past week I've actually ended up asking them to be quiet and in once instance to "shhhhh". I try not to do this because I end up feeling bad, but I need my rest... especially for Tuesdays and Thursdays since I have all 3 classes and then 6 hours of work on top.
Currently I feel a bit hungry, or at least my stomach is telling me to put more junk food in it. Menu for today consisted of a toasted blueberry bagel with peanut butter and honey for breakfast along with a glass of milk, for lunch I enjoyed some rice, adobo, and menudo with some friends. For dinner I ended up paying $29.82 (put the change inside their donation box) for Dick's burgers/fries all around. Wasn't the smartest idea, but hey it got the job done of filling out stomachs. On top of dinner I consumed a few shots of tequila, which I believe wasn't the wisest thing to do after consuming a load of junk foods.
Time currently is 4:10 am... still awake and listening to the person downstairs click on the keyboard and listen to their music. 3 more hours and I've literally been up for an entire day (24 hours, day includes night)... which brings me to an argument that frustrates me a little. If people consider a day to be 24 hours, then how long is night time? I thought day and night were different parts of the "day". Its a bit confusing at first, but in a sense there are two definitions for "day" 1. 24 hour period, and 2. period during which the sun is still out.
Now, my only worry is that I hope that I won't disturb the person downstairs with my movements that eventually create creeks and squeeks of the week floor/carpet underneath. That, along with the loud pounding of keys as I type this blog out.
Hungry...
Something that I haven't done in a while... I suppose would have to be making out with someone passionately. I miss that intimate interaction when your own lips touch someone else's. The sensation is, in a sense, unworldly and I guess heavenly. If I remember, when the lips of two individuals (or more if you're into that) touch, an electrical signal is sent to the pleasure part of the brain telling the rest of the body that this sensation is good and that it feels good. So ya, making out, or kissing someone passionately is something I should do soon. Haha, I miss it I guess you could say.
Sleep seems to be finally catching up, and I guess I've nothing else to say in this blog for tonight. Hopefully I won't bother her tonight with my unnatural sounds of sleep.
Well, music is off, I guess that's my queue to cut the click and taps of keys.
Good night to you all.
Today I watched Sleepless In Seattle all the way through, cliche in many points, overall it was an "OK" movie. Kind of got me falling asleep as well as something else distracted me from it. But it was nice watching a movie with someone for a change, rather than watching movies alone in my dorm.
Roommates this quarter don't seem to... be compatible with me, that or I've chosen not to integrate myself with the likes of them. I guess I find them a bit annoying, especially during the night when I'm in bed trying to sleep and get rest for my 8am class in the morning. This past week I've actually ended up asking them to be quiet and in once instance to "shhhhh". I try not to do this because I end up feeling bad, but I need my rest... especially for Tuesdays and Thursdays since I have all 3 classes and then 6 hours of work on top.
Currently I feel a bit hungry, or at least my stomach is telling me to put more junk food in it. Menu for today consisted of a toasted blueberry bagel with peanut butter and honey for breakfast along with a glass of milk, for lunch I enjoyed some rice, adobo, and menudo with some friends. For dinner I ended up paying $29.82 (put the change inside their donation box) for Dick's burgers/fries all around. Wasn't the smartest idea, but hey it got the job done of filling out stomachs. On top of dinner I consumed a few shots of tequila, which I believe wasn't the wisest thing to do after consuming a load of junk foods.
Time currently is 4:10 am... still awake and listening to the person downstairs click on the keyboard and listen to their music. 3 more hours and I've literally been up for an entire day (24 hours, day includes night)... which brings me to an argument that frustrates me a little. If people consider a day to be 24 hours, then how long is night time? I thought day and night were different parts of the "day". Its a bit confusing at first, but in a sense there are two definitions for "day" 1. 24 hour period, and 2. period during which the sun is still out.
Now, my only worry is that I hope that I won't disturb the person downstairs with my movements that eventually create creeks and squeeks of the week floor/carpet underneath. That, along with the loud pounding of keys as I type this blog out.
Hungry...
Something that I haven't done in a while... I suppose would have to be making out with someone passionately. I miss that intimate interaction when your own lips touch someone else's. The sensation is, in a sense, unworldly and I guess heavenly. If I remember, when the lips of two individuals (or more if you're into that) touch, an electrical signal is sent to the pleasure part of the brain telling the rest of the body that this sensation is good and that it feels good. So ya, making out, or kissing someone passionately is something I should do soon. Haha, I miss it I guess you could say.
Sleep seems to be finally catching up, and I guess I've nothing else to say in this blog for tonight. Hopefully I won't bother her tonight with my unnatural sounds of sleep.
Well, music is off, I guess that's my queue to cut the click and taps of keys.
Good night to you all.
Just Another Friday Night
Many things occurred today.
Biology Midterm - I don't know how well I did, hopefully well.
Turning in CEEGR homework - Fucking frustrating... talked to professor for almost more than an hour... I'm hopeless in academics @_@
Party at the wayward house - short lived, but loads of fun playing street fighter, downing dick's burgers/fries, and taking shots of tequila.
Currently - chilling at Rachel's cousin's residency, and having a warm sick feeling inside my stomach >.<
Wishing - for something more in my love and intimate life.
Wanting - to watch a movie or two with Rachel, but I think she's too tired to do so.
oh well...
Ingats.
Biology Midterm - I don't know how well I did, hopefully well.
Turning in CEEGR homework - Fucking frustrating... talked to professor for almost more than an hour... I'm hopeless in academics @_@
Party at the wayward house - short lived, but loads of fun playing street fighter, downing dick's burgers/fries, and taking shots of tequila.
Currently - chilling at Rachel's cousin's residency, and having a warm sick feeling inside my stomach >.<
Wishing - for something more in my love and intimate life.
Wanting - to watch a movie or two with Rachel, but I think she's too tired to do so.
oh well...
Ingats.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Let Me
Share this sun with you.
The cool breeze blowing through.
Light that envelopes leaves of trees and flowers.
Songs orchestrated by avians of this world.
Share with me the passion ignited by the touch of nerves.
The warmth that emanates from your deepest core, let it be what comforts us in the cold.
Seek with me, the motions of nature and the twinkle of the heavens.
May we lay under the ethereal plane in which we long to return.
Exchange with me that which beats gives life.
Let us converse with words spoken by those of truth and heart.
Covet the keys to my prison, for they belong to you.
Dreams, may they stay dreams. For dreams are reserved for the hopeless.
Let us make a reality fit for those who feel. A reality that may never be extinguished by dismay.
Jump in a puddle to show the ripples of our affection, may it be disturbed by our very decisions.
Let cliche, nonchalance, and chivalry by our guides. For what has been said may not have been said any better.
The cool breeze blowing through.
Light that envelopes leaves of trees and flowers.
Songs orchestrated by avians of this world.
Share with me the passion ignited by the touch of nerves.
The warmth that emanates from your deepest core, let it be what comforts us in the cold.
Seek with me, the motions of nature and the twinkle of the heavens.
May we lay under the ethereal plane in which we long to return.
Exchange with me that which beats gives life.
Let us converse with words spoken by those of truth and heart.
Covet the keys to my prison, for they belong to you.
Dreams, may they stay dreams. For dreams are reserved for the hopeless.
Let us make a reality fit for those who feel. A reality that may never be extinguished by dismay.
Jump in a puddle to show the ripples of our affection, may it be disturbed by our very decisions.
Let cliche, nonchalance, and chivalry by our guides. For what has been said may not have been said any better.
We Can't Have What We Want
Or is it, we want what we can't have. I guess that's just turning the sentence around. Still... it makes sense either way. Am I obsessed with this idea we humans call love? I guess I am, after all more than 90% or so of my blogs relate to love and the idea of it. I make my life sad. I search for heartache. I prevail in all of these.
It says on my iTunes that the number one song most played (with a 276 play count) is Broken by Secondhand Serenade. I guess that was all during the summer last year where I could not get enough of that song because I was told it was the song that reminded someone of us. I suppose I was a fool to believe such a thing. Now that I listen to any songs by Secondhand Serenade I quickly reach for the "Next" button in search for a song that would not evoke memories of a hurtful past.
I want to move on, but I don't have the confidence to do so. Afraid that I will never become as close as I have already. I understand that it is all a one-way street, despite it all I still continue driving down this road that leads to nowhere. I think that's all there is to it; I possess no confidence, I reserve little to no respect towards myself, I grew to believe in the idea.
Tell me what you want from me
Without you my whole world is falling apart
And I'm going crazy
Life's a prison when you're in love alone
Can you help me?
Worlds can be shattered by a mere sentence, by a mere word, by a mere gesture, by a mere emotion...
Living in a dream that I wish would come true.
Delusions of a desolate future.
False love under true emotions.
Tell me your true name and I'll show you my true nature.
Don't give me a quiet mind, give me a mind filled with clamor.
Passionate embraces fueled by empty emotions.
Elation will never reach its zenith as we are.
Let the tides ebb in our passionate seas.
May restraints of morals be lost in this clash of lust.
Dejected by a sentence of reality.
Fall I may, grow we shall, to what unknowns the world bears.
It says on my iTunes that the number one song most played (with a 276 play count) is Broken by Secondhand Serenade. I guess that was all during the summer last year where I could not get enough of that song because I was told it was the song that reminded someone of us. I suppose I was a fool to believe such a thing. Now that I listen to any songs by Secondhand Serenade I quickly reach for the "Next" button in search for a song that would not evoke memories of a hurtful past.
I want to move on, but I don't have the confidence to do so. Afraid that I will never become as close as I have already. I understand that it is all a one-way street, despite it all I still continue driving down this road that leads to nowhere. I think that's all there is to it; I possess no confidence, I reserve little to no respect towards myself, I grew to believe in the idea.
Tell me what you want from me
Without you my whole world is falling apart
And I'm going crazy
Life's a prison when you're in love alone
Can you help me?
Worlds can be shattered by a mere sentence, by a mere word, by a mere gesture, by a mere emotion...
Living in a dream that I wish would come true.
Delusions of a desolate future.
False love under true emotions.
Tell me your true name and I'll show you my true nature.
Don't give me a quiet mind, give me a mind filled with clamor.
Passionate embraces fueled by empty emotions.
Elation will never reach its zenith as we are.
Let the tides ebb in our passionate seas.
May restraints of morals be lost in this clash of lust.
Dejected by a sentence of reality.
Fall I may, grow we shall, to what unknowns the world bears.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
All That I've Got
If I could just find a way
To get inside your heart
I would be the luckiest guy
If I can just be the one
Who'll be by your side
Just a chance to feel what it's like
And i'll do anything
To be in his shoes
Coz I know I could give even more
Chorus:
Baby this love, it's all that i've got
More than diamonds and pearls
And all the wealth in this world
Baby this love, it is all that i've got
But I know it's gonna last forever, and ever
(oohh love, is all that i've got)
It's all that i've got
Standing outside your world
Wishing you'd let me in
And i'd show you what my love can bring
Helplessly hoping you'd give me half a chance
Coz I know i'm just one step away
And I live in a dream
That I wish would come true
Waiting for a happy ending
Repeat chorus
(forever and ever)
I may not have too much to give
But how can you stop feeling so strong
All I ever want to be
Is right by your side
(right by your side)
Right by your side
Repeat chorus
- 17:28
To get inside your heart
I would be the luckiest guy
If I can just be the one
Who'll be by your side
Just a chance to feel what it's like
And i'll do anything
To be in his shoes
Coz I know I could give even more
Chorus:
Baby this love, it's all that i've got
More than diamonds and pearls
And all the wealth in this world
Baby this love, it is all that i've got
But I know it's gonna last forever, and ever
(oohh love, is all that i've got)
It's all that i've got
Standing outside your world
Wishing you'd let me in
And i'd show you what my love can bring
Helplessly hoping you'd give me half a chance
Coz I know i'm just one step away
And I live in a dream
That I wish would come true
Waiting for a happy ending
Repeat chorus
(forever and ever)
I may not have too much to give
But how can you stop feeling so strong
All I ever want to be
Is right by your side
(right by your side)
Right by your side
Repeat chorus
- 17:28
Monday, April 13, 2009
Poop
It sucks to have intimate feelings for someone and then help them with that person's own personal love life. Giving them advice and comfort, it hurts.
I wish I could move on from it all.
I wish I was strong enough to do it.
I wish I loved myself more, maybe then I wouldn't have made such mistakes.
What is the trick to loving yourself?
I guess I don't understand it too much.
Perhaps I don't love myself because the person who I seem to love thinks of me as something that I hate most in this world... I guess that's the main reason that prohibits me from loving myself completely, after all; would someone love something that they hate?
I don't know why I am doing all of this. People tell me I'm wasting my time. I tell myself I have all the time in the world.
People say there are more fish in the sea. I say, "Sure, there are quantity, but what about the quality?" You wouldn't want tuna that tasted like crap...
I don't know, maybe this is just a fool's love. Fooling myself into thinking that maybe, just maybe if I do enough, perhaps the tables would turn.
I suppose I should take my own advice that I've been giving twice in the past 24 hours: in all relationships it takes time and space. Give it time to grow and give each other space to breathe better. Give each other that time and space so that both of you would want each other even more. Give each other just the right amount of time and space, the love will be endless and amazing.
I don't know... i do rush things a lot, I suck at relationships. I guess when I think that there might be a possibility I tend to reach my arm out too far and end up letting it slip right through by being to hasty. I guess I'm too afraid to be alone, I want to try and be with someone as fast as I can. Oh the irony.
My love life is sad because I've made it so...
Well, I hope all of you had a Happy Easter/Zombie Jesus Day.
I hope she feels better.
I hope that we may all find the one we can grow to love.
I hope that when we do, we will never let it go...
I wish I could move on from it all.
I wish I was strong enough to do it.
I wish I loved myself more, maybe then I wouldn't have made such mistakes.
What is the trick to loving yourself?
I guess I don't understand it too much.
Perhaps I don't love myself because the person who I seem to love thinks of me as something that I hate most in this world... I guess that's the main reason that prohibits me from loving myself completely, after all; would someone love something that they hate?
I don't know why I am doing all of this. People tell me I'm wasting my time. I tell myself I have all the time in the world.
People say there are more fish in the sea. I say, "Sure, there are quantity, but what about the quality?" You wouldn't want tuna that tasted like crap...
I don't know, maybe this is just a fool's love. Fooling myself into thinking that maybe, just maybe if I do enough, perhaps the tables would turn.
I suppose I should take my own advice that I've been giving twice in the past 24 hours: in all relationships it takes time and space. Give it time to grow and give each other space to breathe better. Give each other that time and space so that both of you would want each other even more. Give each other just the right amount of time and space, the love will be endless and amazing.
I don't know... i do rush things a lot, I suck at relationships. I guess when I think that there might be a possibility I tend to reach my arm out too far and end up letting it slip right through by being to hasty. I guess I'm too afraid to be alone, I want to try and be with someone as fast as I can. Oh the irony.
My love life is sad because I've made it so...
Well, I hope all of you had a Happy Easter/Zombie Jesus Day.
I hope she feels better.
I hope that we may all find the one we can grow to love.
I hope that when we do, we will never let it go...
Saturday, April 11, 2009
I Live
To help others. Or at least try my best to.
I suppose it makes me happy to see others happy and because of that I want to help the people who are dear to me. Who I love the most. I vaguely remember studying the different types of happiness, and how the lower level types of happiness can never be fulfilling. I don't know what kind of happiness is mine. I'm happy inside when I see them happy. Despite the anger and hate pointed towards me, I want to endure it all just to see that smiling face. To know if what I have done for them had any positive effect.
I wish I do.
I hope I do..
I pray I do...
Maybe that's how I grow to love someone, taking care of them at their worst, or near to worst.
I guess its ok if there is no appreciation given, maybe it might be because I didn't help enough or I didn't help in the correct way. For those times, I'm sorry. Even though, please, please give me another chance to correct that mistake and help in a way that will benefit.
I suppose this is my way of trying to become Christ-like. I guess.
Or... at least my way in trying to help people...
I suppose it makes me happy to see others happy and because of that I want to help the people who are dear to me. Who I love the most. I vaguely remember studying the different types of happiness, and how the lower level types of happiness can never be fulfilling. I don't know what kind of happiness is mine. I'm happy inside when I see them happy. Despite the anger and hate pointed towards me, I want to endure it all just to see that smiling face. To know if what I have done for them had any positive effect.
I wish I do.
I hope I do..
I pray I do...
Maybe that's how I grow to love someone, taking care of them at their worst, or near to worst.
I guess its ok if there is no appreciation given, maybe it might be because I didn't help enough or I didn't help in the correct way. For those times, I'm sorry. Even though, please, please give me another chance to correct that mistake and help in a way that will benefit.
I suppose this is my way of trying to become Christ-like. I guess.
Or... at least my way in trying to help people...
Friday, April 10, 2009
Temptations
Are bad... they make you feel incomplete inside until you are able to satiate yourself with such pleasures. They make you dizzy, they make you want, they make you hunger for it all. Simple meditation may be able to stifle these urges, but it takes a strong mind, and a strong will to rid yourself of desires.
The elation one feels immediately after indulging into such temptation is indescribable. But like any other indulgence, a short while after you feel the sense of emptiness, a sense of loneliness. All you want afterward is more of it.
Its incredibly difficult to combat such temptations. Incredibly ironic how it is lent, fasting for 40 days or more. How was Jesus able to avoid temptation by the devil during his time of fasting? Obviously, the answer is in the bible, but being human, and one who's fallen in to sin, it is nearly impossible to defeat these temptations.
Life... is hard. It gets harder and harder as you get older and have urges for even more temptations.
I am frustrated at myself for not being strong enough. GAHHHHH. I guess the human hunger is never satiated.
I'm so dizzy, so flustered, so... uncontrolled.
I need strength, to get over this. Poops.
x.x
The elation one feels immediately after indulging into such temptation is indescribable. But like any other indulgence, a short while after you feel the sense of emptiness, a sense of loneliness. All you want afterward is more of it.
Its incredibly difficult to combat such temptations. Incredibly ironic how it is lent, fasting for 40 days or more. How was Jesus able to avoid temptation by the devil during his time of fasting? Obviously, the answer is in the bible, but being human, and one who's fallen in to sin, it is nearly impossible to defeat these temptations.
Life... is hard. It gets harder and harder as you get older and have urges for even more temptations.
I am frustrated at myself for not being strong enough. GAHHHHH. I guess the human hunger is never satiated.
I'm so dizzy, so flustered, so... uncontrolled.
I need strength, to get over this. Poops.
x.x
Monday, April 6, 2009
Right Now
It is a wonderful spring evening.
The air outside is warm and comforting, at the same time cools me down to the perfect temperature.
I'm remembering the past. Reading of past conversations. Flashing back to past experiences.
Bouts of lies and pretend moments. But the emotions were real. We... were real, together, we will have a bond that can never be broken.
Lie to me for now.
Don't leave me. Don't leave us. Don't leave your other family.
My shirt smells good ^_^
Beard + Mustache ---Shave---> Younger looking me
Bring back the past, make it better, let it be our future.
Sleepy time is now!
Damn 8am classes, although its not that bad.
If you're not happy, then why are you with him?
A man should never make the woman he loves cry... ever. (unless they are tears of joy)
Men... are stupid. I admit that we are, but there are just some who are fucking ass holes. Then there are the select few who transcend any description to describe their stupidity.
I wish... for the best.
The air outside is warm and comforting, at the same time cools me down to the perfect temperature.
I'm remembering the past. Reading of past conversations. Flashing back to past experiences.
Bouts of lies and pretend moments. But the emotions were real. We... were real, together, we will have a bond that can never be broken.
Lie to me for now.
Don't leave me. Don't leave us. Don't leave your other family.
My shirt smells good ^_^
Beard + Mustache ---Shave---> Younger looking me
Bring back the past, make it better, let it be our future.
Sleepy time is now!
Damn 8am classes, although its not that bad.
If you're not happy, then why are you with him?
A man should never make the woman he loves cry... ever. (unless they are tears of joy)
Men... are stupid. I admit that we are, but there are just some who are fucking ass holes. Then there are the select few who transcend any description to describe their stupidity.
I wish... for the best.
Two Beautiful Days in A Row
Can't get enough of this sun.
Despite there not being some clouds in the sky, it is an absolutely gorgeous day. The air is wonderful, the warmth is welcoming, the energy outside is amazing.
Days like this make me want to smile. All that's missing is a special someone to share these special days.
Haha...
I must say: Life is good.
Despite there not being some clouds in the sky, it is an absolutely gorgeous day. The air is wonderful, the warmth is welcoming, the energy outside is amazing.
Days like this make me want to smile. All that's missing is a special someone to share these special days.
Haha...
I must say: Life is good.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
A Sunny Day
Natural light is always good.
I believe for the body, and the spirit.
Its as if a long span of evolution has yet to rid ourselves of photosynthesis.
We need the sun, we need it warmth. We need its light.
Its the natural things that gives energy to all that is living, except for some extremophiles (yay biology).
Just have to say, its a beautiful day.
:)
I believe for the body, and the spirit.
Its as if a long span of evolution has yet to rid ourselves of photosynthesis.
We need the sun, we need it warmth. We need its light.
Its the natural things that gives energy to all that is living, except for some extremophiles (yay biology).
Just have to say, its a beautiful day.
:)
Friday, April 3, 2009
Random.
I want to experience those warm, orange sunrises in a city you see in all of those old-school movies. Driving up on a bridge early in the morning as the sun rises and its rays reflected off the window-covered skyscrapers in the distance giving that warm orange glow.
^_^
^_^
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Let It End Tonight
I'm exhausted.
I'm lost.
I'm nothing.
I wish that no one shall ever be as naive.
I wish that this suffering will end.
I wish that I wasn't me.
Let me wake up in a different time.
Let me wake up in a different place.
Let me wake up as a different person.
I want to be free.
I want to be happy.
I want to be the real me.
- Be done
- Be done with me
- Be done with me for good
I'm sorry for:
being me
I'm lost.
I'm nothing.
I wish that no one shall ever be as naive.
I wish that this suffering will end.
I wish that I wasn't me.
Let me wake up in a different time.
Let me wake up in a different place.
Let me wake up as a different person.
I want to be free.
I want to be happy.
I want to be the real me.
- Be done
- Be done with me
- Be done with me for good
I'm sorry for:
being me
Life is Interesting
When life seems to be going well, it sends you a curve ball. Tiny little bumps in the road that can throw one off track. The sound of a single voice, the combination of different words, the emotion felt by one to another. These can all derail a person on any path, or set them back on the one they want.
Life is what we make it, or does life make us?
Just a short exchange of sentences can bring upon dramatic change.
Toss me into a raging inferno. Throw me into freezing depths.
Send me into the quiet and lonely void.
So I may find some sort of peace.
Life is what we make it, or does life make us?
Just a short exchange of sentences can bring upon dramatic change.
Toss me into a raging inferno. Throw me into freezing depths.
Send me into the quiet and lonely void.
So I may find some sort of peace.
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